I can’t believe it. I really can’t believe it. My father didn’t show up for the divorce hearing. The judge won’t rule on anything without him. It’s all indefinitely suspended. My mother is hysterical. I don’t know what to do.
Apparently even if he had shown up, there was no guarantee the divorce would have actually gone through today as my mother had hoped it would. It could have gone on for months. I’m so tired of all of it. And I’m so, so upset. I had looked so forward to the freedom, and now I just feel like I’m drowning. Drowning in iron, it all feels so heavy.